Back on track:
And it only took one night of not eating pizza to get back under 190. I think little goals along the way to my ultimate 140 target weight will help keep me focused. So the first mini goal?
Never go above 190. That feels doable.
Oh, and this honest-to-god text exchange just happened between myself and a friend trying to hash out plans to get together:
I actually offered going to the gym as a way to spend time with a friend. I’ve never done that before. And this friend will likely take me up on it. She’s really good at going to the gym. Point being, this is a change in habit. Normally this friend and I would get white girl wasted and I would wind up taking an Uber home at 4 am. Don’t get me wrong, it’s super fun, and I love getting shitty with B. But staying out all night drinking will A.) lead to going over my daily calorie allotment by about a fuckton and B.) lead to me skipping the gym the following morning. And I just got back on the skinny wagon. Let’s not fall right the fuck off just as I’m getting seated.
I’ll let y’all know how it goes…